Chatting to the Telegraph, the 35-year-old revealed:
"My hedonistic moment wasn't that tumultuous. It just happened at such a young age so it seemed way crazier than it was. Everyone goes to a point where they do stuff excessively. "And the majority of people bounce back. Some of them fall into the rabbit hole - I just got mine out of the way early.
"There were moments when I experienced tremendous pain with everything being so known. You're like, 'Can I f***ing f**k up or have an embarrassing moment or do anything in f***ing private?'
"If you're a 16-year-old and in high school and it doesn't work out with the guy, and everyone's talking about it in the hallways, it's the same feeling. It's all relative.
"I just wanted attention and sympathy. I certainly didn't want to die."
And look at her now! Happier than ever, we'd guess.



































