A bereft Lily Allen has spoken about her tragic loss after losing her baby last year during a Channel 4 documentary, set to be aired next week.
Talking about her grief after losing her baby six months into her pregnancy, following her miscarriage back in 2008 with then long-term boyfriend Chemical Brother Ed Simons, the star said:
"It was a really long battle - and I think that kind of thing changes a person."
The show charts Lily's venture into fashion after opening up her Convent Garden vintage boutique, Lucy In Disguise, with older sister Sarah Owen.
During the programme, filmed between March and October last year, the star also admitted to having an eating disorder, saying:
"I used to vomit after meals. It's not something I'm proud of. But, I tell you what, a lot of people came up to me telling me how great I looked and I'd be on the cover of every magazine.
"I thought I looked good and it was great to be able to try on clothes and feel a million dollars. But I wasn't happy, I really wasn't. I would love to be the skinniest minniest person in the world but I can't do that without being unhappy - I like food."
Lily added:
"I'm a pop star, not a model. Don't make me feel s*** for not being really skinny and having an eating disorder."
The star, who is engaged to long-term beau Sam Cooper, has reportedly commissioned Chanel creative director Karl Lagerfeld to design her wedding dress.
Meanwhile, the Channel 4 programme, From Riches To Rags, will air next Tuesday at 10pm.
